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CALL IT ANYTHING YOU WANT
THERE’S BEEN SOMETHING GOING ON
IT’S AS OLD AS THE NIGHT IS LONG
CALL IT SIN CALL IT I DON’T GIVE A FUCK CALL IT LIFE
CALL IT ANYTHING YOU WANT
THERE’S BEEN SOMETHING GOING ON
AND FROM WHAT I SEE IT APPEARS TO ME
SOMETHING SURE AS HELL’S GONE WRONG

WHAT AM I GONNA DO BLUES
 I STOOD IN THE SHADOWS DOWN THE DARKEST ROAD
THE MOON ROSE FULL, THE TREES CREAKED AND MOANED
I WAS ALONE WITH MY FEAR WITH NOWHERE TO GO  
A FOG JUST HUNG FILLED WITH WHISPERS AND LIES
IT PLAYED WITH MY HEAD AND PLAYED TRICKS ON MY EYES
MY THOUGHTS WERE RACING, I WAS PRAYING FOR THE LIGHT  
GOT THEM WHERE DID THE TIME GO, TOO MANY DAYDREAMS, LORD WHAT AM I GONNA DO BLUES… 
TIME WAS SUSPENDED, I WISHED THERE WAS SOMEONE TO TELL
HOW DESPERATE I’D BECOME, HOW ABANDONED I FELT
THE NIGHT WENT ON AND ON, I LET GO OF MYSELF

FALLING AWAKE
THE WINDING STAIRS LEAD NOWHERE
I CLIMB AND I CLIMB BUT THEY JUST GO ON
I THINK OF TURNING BACK
I THINK OF GIVING UP,
I WONDER WHY I’M HERE
AND THINK OF YOU…
AM I FALLING AWAY, OR FALLING AWAKE
IT’S HARD RIGHT NOW TO TELL WHICH WAY IS TRUE
I CAN SEE YOU IN MY MIND
EACH TIME YOU COME AND YOU GO, THE HIGHER I CLIMB…
A MEMORY ELUDES ME, I KEEP THINKING
WAS IT SOMETHING YOU SAID? IT’S IN THE BACK OF MY HEAD
ALL BUT GONE
I REMEMBER STARTING OUT, AND I KNOW WHERE I AM
BUT NOT MUCH IN-BETWEEN…
THERE IS NO END WHEN YOU’RE RUNNING AWAY
ONLY MORE STAIRS, AND THAT FEELING YOU GET
RIGHT BEFORE YOU FALL
I GUESS I’LL SIT HERE AWHILE, PONDER MY DECISIONS
AND TRY TO MAKE SENSE OF IT ALL

STONER'S BLUES
I'VE BEEN INEBRIATED, ANNIHILATED
STONED TO THE POINT OF REVELATION
GIVEN FREE WILL AND ISOLATED
AT THE END OF THE DAY I GUESS I JUST DON'T GET IT
THERE'S TOO MUCH NOISE, TOO MUCH DREAD
PASS ME THAT JOINT, I WANNA CLEAR MY HEAD...
I'VE BEEN DISENFRANCHISED, REVILED AND HATED
PROMISED BETTER DAYS THEN STOOD AROUND WAITIN'
I WAS YOUNG AND NAIVE AND LOOKING FOR REASON
PLAYING BY THE RULES OF ANOTHER'S INVENTION
THE PATH BEFORE ME IS ALL SMOKE AND MIRRORS
PASS ME THAT JOINT AND I'LL DISAPPEAR...
I'VE BEEN EVANGELIZED, AND CRITICIZED
ABANDONED BY THE LEFT, ATTACKED ON THE RIGHT
SORTED, DISTORTED, AND CATEGORIZED
OUTSIDE LOOKING IN, FOREVER ASKING WHY
I COULD TRULY CARE LESS WHICH SIDE ANYBODY'S ON
PASS ME THAT JOINT I'M MOVING ON...
I'VE BEEN POLARIZED, AND OSTRICIZED
MY EVERY THOUGHT POLITICIZED
TO GET TO THE TRUTH YOU GOTTA SIFT THROUGH SOME LIES
WHAT CAN YOU DO, BUT LIVE YOUR LIFE
NOTHING REALLY CHANGES, IT JUST SEEMS THAT WAY
PASS ME THAT JOINT, I GOT NOTHING LEFT TO SAY...

AMERICA'S OWN
THE MAN ON THE LEFT MADE PROMISES HE'D NEVER KEEP
THE MAN ON THE RIGHT WAS BUSY REWRITING HISTORY
I STOOD THERE AWHILE, AS LOST AS I COULD EVER BE
WONDERIN' WHEN IT'D BE TIME T' LEAVE
WONDERIN' WHAT IT ALL MIGHT MEAN...
I WALKED DOWN THE ROAD PASSED THE OFFICES AND FACTORIES
THE CITY HUMMED, PEOPLE MOVED AROUND AIMLESSLY
IGNORING ME, AND ARGUING TRIVIALITY
EVERYONE WANTS EVERYTHING
TWO CAN NEVER BOTH BE FREE...
HERE I STAND, AMERICA'S OWN
WHATEVER GOES DOWN I'M ALREADY GONE
I'LL PLAY MY HAND, SO WHAT IF I FALL
IT WON'T MATTER AT ALL IF I'M ALREADY GONE...
THE CROWD ON THE LEFT WERE URGING ME TO TURN AROUND
THE CROWD ON THE RIGHT WERE SHOUTING ONE ANOTHER DOWN
I HAD T' LAUGH...IT ALL SEEMED SO ABSURD SOMEHOW
MAYBE THINGS AIN'T WORKIN' OUT
MAYBE THE NOISE IS JUST TOO LOUD...
I HOPPED IN A CAB, SAID GET ME THE HELL AWAY FROM HERE
SOMETHING BLEW UP, AND A MILLION DREAMS JUST DISAPPEARED
SMOKE FILLED THE AIR, BUT I COULDN'T BRING MYSELF T' CARE
SO THERE'S A FEW LESS ZILLIONAIRES
SO WHAT IF THE GAME AIN'T FAIR...

THE TWO OF US
LET’S CATCH THAT TRAIN TO ANYWHERE
THE TWO OF US CAN BREATHE
LET’S SEE HOW FAR IT TAKES US
WHEREVER THAT MIGHT BE
IT’S ALL ABOUT THE TWO OF US
MAKING WHAT WE CAN WITH WHAT WE GOT 
LET’S WILE AWAY THE HOURS
AND SLEEP TIL WE AWAKE
COME AND GO LIKE WANDERERS
NEVER LOOKING PASSED TODAY
IT’S ALL ABOUT THE TWO OF US
MAKING WHAT WE CAN WITH WHAT WE GOT 
 LET’S HOLE UP IN THE SUNSHINE
PROCEED WITHOUT A PLAN
LIVIN LIKE WE OWN THE PLACE
JUST BECAUSE WE CAN
IT’S ALL ABOUT THE TWO OF US
MAKING WHAT WE CAN WITH WHAT WE GOT

LOST IN THE FOG
I’M SOMEWHERE, LOST IN THE FOG OF WHAT ONCE WAS
JUST BECAUSE
A PIECE OF MYSELF LIES HIDDEN, IT’S COME UP MISSING
I TRY AND TRY, BUT I JUST CAN’T REMEMBER…
I’M SOMEWHERE WHERE THERE ARE NO EXPLANATIONS
JUST INFORMATION
WHERE EVERY WORD IS A CONTRADICTION, A MISINTERPRETATION
OF A NOTION THAT EVERYTHING’S ALRIGHT…
THE ANSWER OF ANSWERS, A QUESTION THAT LAUGHS
NO MATTER WHO ASKS, AND DESPITE OF THE FACTS
THE QUESTION OF QUESTIONS, AN ANSWER THAT SEEMS
TO REACH NO CONCLUSION ABOUT ANYTHING…
I’M SOMEWHERE, IT DON’T MATTER WHERE
I’M OVER HERE BECAUSE I’M NOT OVER THERE
WHERE THE PEOPLE THINK IN CIRCLES, WATCH COMMERCIALS
AND BUILD WHAT CAN ONLY FALL APART…
SOMEWHERE MY LIFE HAS JUST BEGUN
SOMEWHERE MY LIFE HAS COME UNDONE…

LIFE GOES ON ANYWAY
SOMETIMES LIFE JUST GOES AROUND
IT CIRCLES AND COMES BACK AROUND
IT PICKS US UP, THEN DRAGS US DOWN
WE KISS THE SKY, THEN HIT THE GROUND
LIFE GOES ON ANYWAY…
SOMETIMES THOUGHTS JUST SPIN AROUND
FAST, THEN SLOW, THEN IN, THEN OUT
LEADING US PLACES WE CAN’T BE FOUND
BRINGING US HOME TO WHAT IT’S ALL ABOUT
LIFE GOES ON ANYWAY…
IT IS WHAT IT IS, NO PROMISE IS MADE
WHEN NOTHING ELSE MATTERS, LIFE GOES ON ANYWAY…
SOMETIMES WE GET TO WHERE WE WANT TO BE
WE LINGER AWHILE, THEN TURN AND LEAVE
FOR SOMETHING BETTER, OR SO IT ALWAYS SEEMS
WE LOVE, WE HATE, GIVE UP, AND DREAM
LIFE GOES ON ANYWAY…
SOMETIMES WE ARE WHO WE THINK WE ARE
WE OVERTHINK, AND TRY TOO HARD
WE WORRY ABOUT NOTHING, THEN PONDER THE STARS
WE FLY SO HIGH, THEN FALL SO FAR
LIFE GOES ON ANYWAY…

AIN'T IT HARD SOMETIMES
AIN'T IT HARD SOMETIMES, HARD T' LET THINGS GO
AIN'T IT HARD SOMETIMES, WHEN YOU'RE ALL ALONE
AIN'T IT HARD SOMETIMES T' JUST LAY LOW
AIN'T IT HARD SOMETIMES WHEN YOU'RE ALL ALONE... 
AIN'T IT HARD SOMETIMES, WHEN YOUR TRUE LOVE IS GONE
AIN'T IT HARD SOMETIMES, T' HEAR A SAD SAD SONG
AIN'T IT HARD SOMETIMES T' JUST LAY LOW
AIN'T IT HARD SOMETIMES T' HEAR A SAD SAD SONG…  
AIN'T IT HARD SOMETIMES WHEN YOU FEEL
 WHEN YOU FEEL THERE'S SOMETHIN' LEFT T' FIND 
AIN'T IT HARD SOMETIMES WHEN YOU THINK 
WHEN YOU THINK YOU'RE LOSING YOUR MIND... 
AIN'T IT HARD SOMETIMES, HARD T' KNOW WHICH WAY TO GO
AIN'T IT HARD SOMETIMES TO KEEP YOUR EYES ON THE ROAD
AIN'T IT HARD SOMETIMES T' JUST LAY LOW
AIN'T IT HARD SOMETIMES...KEEP YOUR EYES ON THE ROAD...

IF IT’S ALRIGHT
IF IT’S ALRIGHT, IF IT’S ALRIGHT
I’LL CHOOSE TO DREAM NEATH THE SKY OF BLUE
IF IT’S ALRIGHT, I’LL CLOSE MY EYES
SEE WHAT I SEE WHEN I DREAM OF YOU…
IF IT’S ALRIGHT, IF IT’S ALRIGHT
I’LL THINK WHATEVER THOUGHTS ARE PASSING THROUGH
IF IT’S ALRIGHT, I’LL LOOK INSIDE
SEE WHAT I SEE WHEN I THINK OF YOU      
IF IT’S ALRIGHT I THINK I’LL STAY AND DREAM WITH YOU FOR ONE MORE DAY 
IF IT’S ALRIGHT, IF IT’S ALRIGHT
BEEN THROUGH ENOUGH FOR THIS LIFE, OR TWO
IF IT’S ALRIGHT, I’LL LEAVE IT BEHIND
SEE WHAT I SEE IN A LIFE WITH YOU…
IF IT’S ALRIGHT, IF IT’S ALRIGHT
SEE WHAT I SEE WHEN I THINK OF YOU
IF IT’S ALRIGHT, IF IT’S ALRIGHT
SEE WHAT I SEE WHEN I DREAM OF YOU…

THE PRICE TO UNDERSTAND 
THEY’VE DIMMED THE STARS, ENSLAVED THE SUN
DAMMED THE RIVERS WHERE THE WATERS RUN
THEY’VE CAPTURED THE WIND, MADE LIFE IN A GLASS
RACED TOWARDS THE FUTURE WHILE FORGETTING THE PAST
ALTERED OUR WORLD DOWN TO THE LAST BLADE OF GRASS
 IT FALLS SOMEWHERE IN THE “I’M NOT SURE”
THE PRICE TO UNDERSTAND
THE WALLS COME DOWN NO MATTER WHAT WE DO
THE PRICE TO UNDERSTAND 
THE UNIVERSE GROWS, THEY WANT TO KNOW WHY
HOW IT BEGAN, AND HOW IT WILL DIE
THE ANSWERS KEEP CHANGING,   
THE SAME QUESTIONS GET ASKED
MORE TESTS ARE PERFORMED, MORE ATOMS ARE SMASHED
KNOWLEDGE IS KING, BUT KINGS NEVER LAST 
UNLOCKING SECRETS, CHASING DREAMS, MYSTERIES
THE PRICE TO UNDERSTAND
CRACKING CODES, SEEKING TRUTH, ABSOLUTES
THE PRICE TO UNDERSTAND…

EPILOG
IT'S BEEN A LONG DAY, LET'S CALL IT A NIGHT
BRUSH OFF THE DUST AND LEAVE THE MILES BEHIND
GET SOME REST AND IN THE MORNING LIGHT
HEAD ON DOWN THE ROAD AGAIN...IT'S BEEN A LONG DAY